I think, or rather, I HOPE I’m just having the Monday morning flub-ups. I mean, I woke up this morning a bit nervous and/or anxious knowing that tomorrow is my second consult. So with that in mind, I left the house forgetting to do a lot of things. I didn’t finish doing my hair, I forgot to put deoderant on, or my perfume, and I forgot to put my watch on. Is my mind elsewhere or is it because it’s Monday?

I get to work and at about 9am I receive a phone call from the dentists reminding me about my appointment tomorrow. UMMMM HIGHLY doubt I forgot! LOL… told her I didn’t forget and then hung up with the biggest lump in my throat and stomach twisting feeling. Sorta glad it’s at 10am so I don’t have to suffer the full day.

Now I got to thinking about implants. I know that they are rather expensive but “what if” I did get them? Here’s my dilemma. I had my belly button pierced back in February using the surgical steel post. Unfortunately the piercing migrated and then rejected so I was told to try again using titanium. It’s lighter and about 90% better chance of NOT rejecting. So I waited about 5 weeks for the first one to heal then got the second one. I have to say it was a lot less painful, seemed to have “healed” a bit quicker but it STILL migrated and rejected. So now I’m thinking that with implants… will my body reject the implants too, even IF they were titanium? I’m sick inside worrying about all sorts of things. I know, one day at a time, one appointment at a time. But I still can’t help but worry.