As much as I hated to do it, I made the phone call!

Woke up this morning with butterflies knowing that I had to call the dentist and make the appointment for impressions. The lady on the phone tried to schedule me in for this friday but was unaware of my situation or my fears. Said to me, it’ll only be a 20 min session. I thought…. No wait, so I told her who I was and who she was dealing with and she immediately said ohhh ok let me go interrupt dr nirav and find out what he wants to do. She came back saying that he wants 45 minutes with me and left a prescription to be filled. I don’t know what it is for just yet but I’ll find out later.

So then she says Monday at 3:05 and I’m to take the sedative an hour and a half before my appointment. I said ok, then asked about the first down payment etc.

I hung up feeling sick and tears filled my eyes. I’m feeling out of sorts. Fumbling with everything, can’t really focus or concentrate right now. I’m so so scared!

I’ve never been sedated so I have no idea how I’m gonna feel. ugh!