Been having trouble sleeping. It’s only Thursday. I still have 4 days until my appointment but I can’t help but to feel nervous and anxious about it. Today is a bit worse then the past 2. I’m just so scared of what’s gonna happen. I’m so scared to have a mouth full of…. just a mouth FULL.

“Comfortdentist” from the forum tells me he uses this machine that takes impressions with a laser. It’s called an iTero. No more goop, no more trays, no more gagging for the patients. He’s in Florida. I asked him if my dentist could borrow his machine.

I looked up the machine and I see that Melbourne has one. Tempted to fly there and have them scan my teeth instead of putting myself through torture. It really depresses me that this Dental office doesn’t have better technology. Maybe they like torturing or passing out drugs.

Just shits me. REALLY shits me.

I’m also tempted to take one of those Ativan’s to see what it does to me. How it’s gonna make me feel. How it’ll make me feel when it wears off as well. Unless I’ll just sleep it off. I dunno. Maybe I’ll call my dentist to ask him. Maybe I’ll ask him why he doesn’t have one of those machines.